Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Tonight I want to cry...

So since I can write this was a huge probability that no one will read it, I will go ahead and say everything on my mind....I am tired. I am frustrated with my roommate. I am mad that she ate my food and didn't even ask. I am sad. I'm not even sure why. I am tired of being in school. I am discouraged and frustrated. I want to be done and teaching. I want to be in Boston. I want to be in a relationship with an amazing guy. I want to fall in love. I wish I had more money. Being a broke college student really sucks. I want someone to hold me. I want someone to be interested in me. Not because it benefits them to, but because they find me interesting, fascinating even. I want the great love of my life not to be someone that exists only in my dreams. Right now I just want to walk away from it all...Every bit of it...I just want to leave and start somewhere else. Somewhere where it doesn't matter like it does here. Somewhere where I have someone to love me and for me to love.

Good night...

1 comment:

aggie07 said...

And then Augustana wrote the song "Boston"...